2 years ago
Ah yeah nothing beats the feeling when you get all your work done.
I hate to be Captain Buzzkill...but I'm struggling a bit. Depression comes on like a tidal wave. I'll have a week or so of good vibrations, then a few days of...crying...uncontrollably. I thought I had it all in control, but now it's gotten to the point where I cry at work. At home. I don't know when the moment might turn blue...but when it does, all I want to do is be left alone. I've recently thought about seeking out help, but working under the grind I do...makes this all but impossible. The stigma I can deal with...it's the failure I cannot. Seeking help is the first step, but embracing change may be the cure.